愤怒 Anger.
My year hasn't been good so far, and I'm not even kidding. I haven't gotten all my modules yet and am lacking one module...But something far worse than that... My money was stolen.
After Primary 6, I promised myself that I would never again pay for the mistakes of others. Never did I know that almost 10 years later, it hit me twice as hard. It took me a full day to come to a full realization of what I found out on the first day of school, that almost $370 was stolen from me.
I just couldn't believe it, and I really wanted fate to be that the money was still around somewhere waiting for me to collect. I couldn't accept that it was stolen.
$370.
This can more than pay for one level of my Korean classes. That's 13 lessons.
This is worth more than half the amount I paid for my dog.
This can pay for two months of utility bills at home.
The work I did for two weeks during the vacation can't even make up for it.
I wonder who the heartless thief is.
I worked so hard and gave so much for it, and it failed to secure this money for me. That is worth more than half of whatever I can claim, and the rest is gone.
I don't know why people have no common sense not to do the silliest of things.
Why did you remove and displace my belongings without telling me so? You ALL knew I wasn't returning until school reopened, and I wouldn't know. If it really meant so much for you to move my things, at least have the decency and common sense to inform me! You took it out of it's concealed place, onto a place for all the see. The entire contents of what I have, all open and available to the mass public who enter.
Besides, whoever said you could move it? That place, was mine, labelled and verified. It was never meant to be displaced and open for all to see.
Yet at this stage, at this point of time, none of you have truly approached me and sincerely talked to me. You all acted like it was none of your business, none of your faults. You just wanted face, and covered it like it was no big deal.
Whatever happened to family.
I can say I'm truly shocked by what has happened. Not only was I not informed, nobody had the common sense to keep it safe when they placed it at a most dangerous position. In addition, it wasn't supposed to be moved in the first place. No words can describe my disappointment.
And now, I don't even have the face to tell my parents. I don't even know what to tell them. When not a single apology was uttered to me, I couldn't apologize to my parents. I couldn't face them and tell them that my money was stolen, when I did almost nothing to cause it. I can't apologize to them when there were so many others who caused all these never even felt bad about it.
It's really upsetting me.