Blogging as a form of relief
In today's busy life, I haven't touched my handwritten diary in a long time. I'm starting to appreciate how my diary had given me much stress relief, and keeping my emotions in check daily. Without this diary, I've been disorganized in thoughts, overly stressed, even feeling lonely.
Sometimes though, I feel like I should give my life more credit than just writing about things that upset me. But a lot of times, I write to rid myself of pent-up frustrations and stresses, and thus end up writing negatively. I guess, it isn't exactly me writing about my life completely.
Writing of this blog does give me some avenue of stress relief, but everytime I post something online like that, I'd have to filter and filter it again to ensure that I won't upset others, or give people a wrong idea about a particular situation. Nowadays, nobody really reads this anyway...
Used to publicize my blog all over but now I don't coz of my position in my school and stuff. Really sensitive stuffs.
I would say, this year is proving to be an interesting year. There lies many challenges ahead and I'm really racing with time. Not to mention, this year I am expecting to spend more than ever due to my summer and exchange programmes. In addition, the stresses of academics, science club, and relationship are not easy to handle.
Recently, I've been through the busiest week ever, comparable to Internal Elections week. With so many documents due for exchange application, 3 midterms, 1 geog assessment, and a project abstract due the next... I really worked and worked and worked. Tired, but I made it through.
The fun times are actually in the lab. Biochemistry hasn't been a very well-received module but I found it alright. Especially since I have my long-term lab partners with me in the same group. I also got to know Fiona better through HTHT sessions when waiting for electrophoresis to complete. She's a really awesome person.
Sometimes I feel like I want to be happy, with the same people around me, and the same circumstances. So many conflicts are going on every single day and I'm not in any position to resolve them at all. I wished for a moment that all these conflicts will be gone, and everyone could be happy with each other. Also because then I wouldn't have to worry about the problems and the people. I'm tired of explaining myself at times, especially to people who can't seem to try to understand at all. Can't we all just give and take a little, and make everyone happy by being satisfied with our less-than-being-very-happy.
Life... what are you doing to me and to us...
Sometimes though, I feel like I should give my life more credit than just writing about things that upset me. But a lot of times, I write to rid myself of pent-up frustrations and stresses, and thus end up writing negatively. I guess, it isn't exactly me writing about my life completely.
Writing of this blog does give me some avenue of stress relief, but everytime I post something online like that, I'd have to filter and filter it again to ensure that I won't upset others, or give people a wrong idea about a particular situation. Nowadays, nobody really reads this anyway...
Used to publicize my blog all over but now I don't coz of my position in my school and stuff. Really sensitive stuffs.
I would say, this year is proving to be an interesting year. There lies many challenges ahead and I'm really racing with time. Not to mention, this year I am expecting to spend more than ever due to my summer and exchange programmes. In addition, the stresses of academics, science club, and relationship are not easy to handle.
Recently, I've been through the busiest week ever, comparable to Internal Elections week. With so many documents due for exchange application, 3 midterms, 1 geog assessment, and a project abstract due the next... I really worked and worked and worked. Tired, but I made it through.
The fun times are actually in the lab. Biochemistry hasn't been a very well-received module but I found it alright. Especially since I have my long-term lab partners with me in the same group. I also got to know Fiona better through HTHT sessions when waiting for electrophoresis to complete. She's a really awesome person.
Sometimes I feel like I want to be happy, with the same people around me, and the same circumstances. So many conflicts are going on every single day and I'm not in any position to resolve them at all. I wished for a moment that all these conflicts will be gone, and everyone could be happy with each other. Also because then I wouldn't have to worry about the problems and the people. I'm tired of explaining myself at times, especially to people who can't seem to try to understand at all. Can't we all just give and take a little, and make everyone happy by being satisfied with our less-than-being-very-happy.
Life... what are you doing to me and to us...
