I don't know what I'm doing wrong in my life.
But it seems like everything is wrong. Sometimes I just feel like I can't do anything right even though I am doing all I can for it to be right. For it to be right to myself, right for others.
Things end up to be disastrous, and more often than not, I'm the only one that's hurt and lost, and the other person ends up to have gained and happy and stuff.

It really pains me to be in this kind of situation again, really.
The world, life, and the people around me... Those that I've chosen to trust are the ones who end up hurting me. And after that, I can't stop thinking about what went wrong or if I've done wrong. And often, I tell myself that I have done all I could. I really have.

I've been reminded again, of how worthless I am to some people.
Am I that worthless that the person I've trusted for so long couldn't even stand up to fight for me? Wouldn't he put in any effort at all to keep me close?

No.

What I was worth to him, was him trying to get rid of me. And I am not even worth his efforts to try to keep.

Friends.
Friend.

What lies.

Last thing I'd want is to be hurt like this. I feel like my world is shattered in a matter of minutes. I feel like I can't trust anyone.

Everything I feared thrown straight into my face. The person not even blinking an eye to this, not even shaken by his actions toward me.

Am I that worthless?