He has no right.
As much as I'd like to say my piece verbally and not through text like I've always done, I would not like to see his face to do that. And I know that without my saying my piece verbally, million year won't do any good for him to even begin to understand things from my point of view.
After so long, he still insists that I was the one who ruined the relationship.
Can you even believe that?
I think all my friends can vouch for me that ever since he left for another school, I have been the one fighting and holding on to the relationship. AND hearing such a statement from him is such an insult.
When he said I ruined it by being sad and negative, it felt as if I had no right to be sad whatever the circumstances are.
When he started his school term by telling me never to come back to visit him in his school, it was only normal for me to be sad.
When he implied I was ugly and imposed dressing rules for me, it was only natural for me to get upset.
When he was consistently late for our dinner dates even after I adhered to his dressing rules, it was only natural for me to be sad.
When he always said that he will go away next time, of course, I would be sad and negative.
And when the semester ended with him breaking all the promises he made to me, wouldn't you say I had the right to be sad?
I changed my outlook on life to be more positive, drawing strength from my relationship (which is the very thing he was determined to ruin). So really? Was I THE CAUSE?
While he was busy starting enjoying his time in his new environment, making new awesome friends, as excited as any freshmen could get, I was busy getting used to life without him in the same environment I was in for the past few years. Not only that, I was running for a position in the students' club. When I needed his support and vote during those trying times, he wasn't there. He was enjoying life.
And out of the blue, told me to go away and never come back to his hostel.
A guy who didn't treasure me, and didn't lift a single finger to solve the problems in the relationship, has no right whatsoever to blame me for the deterioration of it.
NO RIGHT.
After so long, he still insists that I was the one who ruined the relationship.
Can you even believe that?
I think all my friends can vouch for me that ever since he left for another school, I have been the one fighting and holding on to the relationship. AND hearing such a statement from him is such an insult.
When he said I ruined it by being sad and negative, it felt as if I had no right to be sad whatever the circumstances are.
When he started his school term by telling me never to come back to visit him in his school, it was only normal for me to be sad.
When he implied I was ugly and imposed dressing rules for me, it was only natural for me to get upset.
When he was consistently late for our dinner dates even after I adhered to his dressing rules, it was only natural for me to be sad.
When he always said that he will go away next time, of course, I would be sad and negative.
And when the semester ended with him breaking all the promises he made to me, wouldn't you say I had the right to be sad?
I changed my outlook on life to be more positive, drawing strength from my relationship (which is the very thing he was determined to ruin). So really? Was I THE CAUSE?
While he was busy starting enjoying his time in his new environment, making new awesome friends, as excited as any freshmen could get, I was busy getting used to life without him in the same environment I was in for the past few years. Not only that, I was running for a position in the students' club. When I needed his support and vote during those trying times, he wasn't there. He was enjoying life.
And out of the blue, told me to go away and never come back to his hostel.
A guy who didn't treasure me, and didn't lift a single finger to solve the problems in the relationship, has no right whatsoever to blame me for the deterioration of it.
NO RIGHT.
