No, the title has nothing to do with this post. Thank you. I suspect a few flames following this, so yea. Close ur eyes when you see stuff you don't want to read.
AH! You know, I am super pissed now??!?! You know today, after English, Gel and I were discussing the letter from Birmingham Jail. It is a letter written by the ever famous Martin Luther King Jr. and it is freaking long. So I asked Gel...
"Gel, that guy wrote such a long letter...Man, he must be angry when he wrote it... or sad...."
Gel says:
"Hmm...I think he's more of disappointed ba...."
I say:
"Oh...Ya, why haven't I thought of that... People usually write longer letters when they're upset... hmm"
Which brings me to think. Why did I write such a long letter today, even if I'm not expecting ANY reply? *smacks the damn photo* I feel like an idiot. I dun even know WHY THE HELL did I write it.
Or maybe I do know....
Perhaps I just wanted him to know how I feel (Obviously not working). He wants me to confide in him, so yea, I did. Obviously it isn't working, because now he so full of fighting a war and completing his 20 page letter to another cherry blossom somewhere weird, and someone I dunno.
He wanted to make me jealous by posting stuff on his blog about it. Can you believe that, people? He actually wanted to TEST me. But either way, no matter how I react... It's still wrong. If I get jealous, he scolds me, and we argue. Then, if I dun get jealous, he says I don't care, and we argue. So yea, either way, he's seeding a tree of arguments, right?
Tsk. Tsk. How sad. I dun even do such hurtful stuff to him, and he has no qualms about doing it to me. And to add on, he gets pissed at whatever I do. But see, he doesn't get that happy when I do something special. As long as it doesn't get into his way, then yea, he just doesn't care. once it does, then he quarrels. And argues. Like WatTheSai?
No, I dun even know why I'm being so mean to him now. Or maybe that's because HE is being mean to me now. Probably feel so accomplished by making me jealous. Maybe it isn't. It's just he doesn't want to listen so I'm putting my thoughts here.
You know how freaking annoying when you try to talk to someone and he has his nose up in the air? And they go like, "Ya, so?" Like, you know, you're a servant and they're the king or something. I'd be patient, but patience has its limits. So please, before you get kicked on ur balls, learn how to bend down to hear those you assume are of lower importance than you are. They are the people who serve you, and you should do your best for them.