Things have not been going well at all. I know what happened today. But what troubles me is not what happened, it's of him.
I've been telling everyone that talks to me abt it and asked, that he is not at fault. I told them I'd bet with my life that it was not a work of his. I made sure they got the point that it wasn't his fault.
Yet, though it sounds all nice, he still scolded me, that I didn't trust him whatsoever... That i lied, or I betrayed him... Really. I didn't thought I did. Even if he thinks I did, then I didn't mean to. In the first place I did not do anything with the intention of screwing him up. None. I trust him. He is innocent.
Adhering to my promises, I didn't want to hit him, nor struggle too much. I didn't want to talk much, I'm afraid I would say something wrongly, or I would misinterpret his words. I really didn't want any more trouble. I freaking do not want this relationship to be at risk.
Lionheart, please, help me. Give me the trust that I need, and give him the truth to take. I'm begging you for ur help.