Today's a reading day for me, since there is Calculus AP tomorrow. I feel quite prepared but I guess I have to do a little bit of last minute cramming later.

I'm being reminded of a situation that occurred after I shut down my computer last night. I guess I'll put it up here for all to see. I really damn wished Jun Yup would stay out of my life, so that I can dump my past away and not be pestered by that jerk/asshole/pervert/[insert anything negative]. He should go focus on that girlfriend of his that I don't even like and just stay the hell out of my life like any screwed up jerk of society should.

Here, I am at liberty of saying such stuff because I shall just assume here that he won't care. Or at least, he shouldn't.

Well, it all started with me trying to clear up a POSSIBLE misconception with regards to the breakup. Note the word 'possible'.

Then, he started commenting on how he doesn't interpret it in that way. Telling him that it might be what he meant when he was chatting with me one irritating day, he went on being aggressive about me being the ridiculous one that made those links. The point is, he did discuss this in that context. And the other point is, he was being unnecessarily aggressive, as if it mattered that much to him, sheesh.

Being frustrated, I told him that this convo is becoming some freaky replay of the past, even with the same tone! And well, no sane person like Cass would ever want to go into those days ever again. It was a period of unnecessary hostility due to minute misconceptions. Eww.

And for some weird twisted reason, I don't even know why, he came up with this reply:
"You're right. You're not worth my time, nor my smses. No matter what you do, I'm going to win. Believe me, I'm going to bring you hell, like I promised."

He's actually talking like, I dunno... Like two people? First he said I ain't worth his time, and then he says he is going to bring me hell. And since when did I have a promise that he should/can/would bring me hell? What's the talk about the winning anyway, I never even intended to challenge him in anything. And why would I challenge him in anything, especially since I want him out of my life. And the best part about this, yo, is that he continued his messages after saying I'm not worth his smses.

With that, I replied:
"What do I have to do with your hocus-pocus? -_- Why you drag me into your matters? I feel like a damn lightbulb. And it's hell enough, where I am."

Yeah, like what have I got to do with his political nonsense? I'm out of his life, and I want him out of mine, so can't it just be that way? Sheesh. Just because he can't win the girl with the sideburns, he has to find his ex to vent his frustrations? Then because I don't even care who wins, it's a walkover and yay! He wins? Lol.

Magically, another reply came:
"This isn't my matter, Cass. This is about your life. J A fun toy, for now at least."

So wow, so now he's being concerned about what happens in my life? Oh yes, the toy part. What if I'm so resistant to being toyed by you? Like you've been doing for the past 17 months or so. You think I'm still unable to tell if you're toying or not? He seriously underestimates me. And my life is a toy to him, just like he is to his girlfriend as well. Not my business whether he wants to take that statement seriously. I don't care. All I care about with regards to him is that I can say anything about him here.

To which I replied:
"Oooh. I can see you rather spend time obsessing over your ex than your princess."

Yes, he is obsessing over casting chaos over my life than to protect his precious little sideburns-girl from the evil monsters of death. Seriously, that girl must be damn suay or something.

And again, magically:
"Heh. The best part of this revenge, Cass, is I didn't even have to do anything. You walked into this trap yourself. I'm just laughing over your stupidity."

Oh, I see.... revenge. Revenge for? Last I checked, you were the one who didn't love me so I left you? What does it even matter if you didn't love me anyway. So again, REVENGE FOR? I, on the other hand, have many other things to revenge for with regards to you. Trap? How did you even trap me when I'm not even where you are and you're not even allowed anywhere I go? Laughing over my stupidity of what, breaking up with you? Why, that has gotta be the best decision of the millennium. I am, however, laughing at the amount of ego you have, even after standing beside society's high ups.

So I replied:
"Oh laugh all you want. I don't play by your rules. If you think I actually will be concerned about you, you're wrong."

Yep, you never cared how I feel. So I will never care how you feel. So hear this, get out of my life. And stay there. And I don't even listen to you anymore. You can always say something you want me to hear, and I would, but I won't listen. There's a difference.

Somehow, he doesn't get his own message:
"I don't need you to be concerned about me, Cass. Save it for yourself cause you're going to need it. Though you already can't save yourself no matter what."

Sarcastically, oh please save me from the beast. Seriously, you're far from dooming my life. Yours however, is a different story. We all know where you'll end up next time. My life, I run it, you don't. Free will, asshole.

Sienified, I replied still:
"Oh really? Last I checked, you can't do anything to me. What? You gonna rape me?"

The rape thing was supposedly what he saved me from by being with me. So it's like, yea, an inside joke.

Forgetting my worth, he still replied:
"I don't need to do anything to you, Cass. That is an honour I'm leaving for your wonderful 'friends'."

So you're implying that you are going to make my friends turn against me? Let me remind you that just because your 'friends' do that, it doesn't mean mine will. They're a good bunch of people, are they unlike yours? How much, seriously, can you change what my friends do to me? Right, buddies?

Still sienified, I replied:
"Aww... How sweet. Nope. Not scared at all. You suck too much."

Why should I even feel threatened. I trust my friends enough to be threatened by the last person I would trust. And to me, he sucks, so yea.

Miraculously, he STILL replied:
"That's a weak comeback. But it doesn't matter. I'm already done with your future, so you just go ahead and have a fun time now. Bye."

So amazing how he thinks he is a God of fate. Or something. Look, now he's done with my future. Like, he totally laid everything out for me. A life of misery and pain? Nah, doubt it. Being with him IS the misery and pain part of my entire life. The rest of the hurt and whatnot doesn't even feel like anything painful to me. BYE! I hate you! =P You better stay out of my life now, yea? I'm not worth your time, remember? And I hope I will never be worth your time because I just hate being with you, or like, your friend, you know? Eww.

And it's like damn sick how he 'Cass, Cass, Cass...' throughout his wasted time. If you like my name so much, why don't you ask sideburns to change her name? Then he can 'Cass' all he wants and never have to bother me ever again.

See, gel? Now you know why I rather have a forest than ONE tree. This stupid tree has grown to be a weed now and what if I have no trees to climb up to and hide from? Or no trees to sap the nutrients so the weed cannot grow? You know why you're lucky now, lol.

Ciao people, and remember to keep that bug outta your minds!